I'm so tired I'm numb all over. I want to get into bed. I don't want to have to THINK about anything... at least for a while.
I can't work out how to book six tickets to Kilimanjaro Airport. Several of us are traveling on different dates. Some return. Some return only as far as London and then need another ticket back to Tanzania. Should we go through Nairobi or Dar? Is the customs in Kenya worth the hassle in order to land there and shuttle down on the bus? Would be more efficient though longer to go through Dar?
Where is Trevor going for college? That depends on what is best for who he is. What IS best for who he is?
Can he get to Tanzania early, like he would like to? It would be so cool. But what about Colin back here? Colin kind of needs Trevor around. Brothers are important and he'll be gone soon enough without leaving any earlier than he has to. On the other hand, Colin will live if Trevor does travel early.
Is this container thing really going to work out? Is it better to air freight the motorcycles?
How many motorcycles have we shipped to Africa in the past, anyway? Why do the shipping companies sound like they know less than we do?
What can I expect? Am I behaving in an "entitled" way when I think it would be nice to be able to afford to bring my college-aged kids back to Africa a couple of times?
How do we get everything done we need to before flying?
Does the dog need more shots? I know WE need more shots. Where are our immunization records?
What else will Colin and Heather need for home school next year?
Do I have to do what people expect of me?
What if I start yelling?
Can I go to bed now?